kaze no hikaru

ma5ami @ 2009-10-12T02:40:00

2009-10-11T19:42:13Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to ME !!! :D~~

ma5ami @ 2009-07-03T01:13:00

2009-07-02T18:19:10Z

just let you know... i am back. i will try to post my journal often. no promises. but i will try it.

ma5ami @ 2009-04-29T05:54:00

2009-04-28T22:57:18Z

06.00 am !!! i wake up late >_< will write lj later.

ma5ami @ 2009-04-28T04:52:00

2009-04-27T20:06:35Z

So the presentation went well. Thanks to all member team who made it succes :D i am so glaadd.

i wake up early today.want to curl back to my bed,but my mind remind me about exam 3 weeks again. So here i am, writing lj while trying to figure out about subject i should study :P

and i just receive a letter from my japanese mother friend's. Another reason why i wake up early XD~~ ah this power up my motivation to improve my japanese. Right now.. i want to study japanese but other side of me want study for exam too ^^;

hmm which one ? ^^;;

New Layout

2008-08-04T02:05:15Z

Uhm...i knew this too early to use hallowen as layout. But can't help XD
I love these bat design ^^ Don't you think it's cute ? :P

Paper Craft

2008-07-22T00:08:36Z

Just got try new hobby now, paper craft. This is the first time i am trying made this :

http://paperkraft.blogspot.com/2007/03/vivi-papercraft.html

>_

2008-06-30T04:28:48Z

took a rest in home today. wonder...how i manage to work tonight, if i am still sick.

virus, work...other things...

2008-06-10T04:52:38Z

Sorry not posting soon, My computer got virus. it's harmless, but still annoyed me and disturb my work. My Yahoo messenger also act funny. The english language suddenly change to thailand. Make me confused. And the virus it self try send a file with YM everytime i online >_<

So this past weeks, i manage to update my anti virus, scan my computer and made a back up all my file. fortunately all my important file still intact. Not a single my medical file deleted by anti virus program. Otherwise i don't know how to collect them again -_- Thank god, the anti virus program can clear it. The computer scan result showed 89 type virus
it's too much >_< i wonder...how my computer get it ??! by malware or what ??? or it multiplyed it self ?? =_=

About me, i was busy these weeks. My univ schedule so tight. Other than lecture schedule, my office was held a 3 days Seminar and workshop Diabetes. And there's also small festival to celebrate Dies Natallis my faculty. All of it happen in the same day @_@. Lucky the final exam still 3 weeks long. Will enjoy my free time now, before work caught me again :P

I also got a good news from my senior. I pass the specialist entry exam. Wooohooo !!! ^_________^ *dancing around room*

my decision to quit work in hospital, didn't went in vain :D

well, i also got a job in clinic, i want to. It near my home, only few minute away. I will begin next month. :D

ma5ami @ 2008-04-26T16:03:00

2008-04-26T09:15:00Z

guess what...

i am passed the interview test. Yayyyy !!! ^______^ v

only one more test, an eye health test in 2 weeks again. So i can relax for now.

will write my jurnal later. Thanks girls for your help. and thanks jefry !! your list really help me XD

good morning everyone

2008-03-29T00:15:57Z

So the day is coming...

i wake up too early. I wonder how the seminar today. I will meet my future comrade, senior, teacher and head of departemen. It just seminar nothing else. My interview still in couple days again. But i feel a bit nervous. I don't have friends in there, and intend to make one today. I want to be part this departemen soon.

schedule today is :

-come to the office
-seminar opthalmology
-teaching friend basic medical she forgot

and i decide to post positive thinking in my journal for 30 days. It will keep my mind, my mood, and cheer up my self. So i can reach my goal. Self improvement still in progress, and be positive thinking is one of them. Today is :

I can !!

have a nice day

ma5ami @ 2008-03-28T22:08:00

2008-03-28T15:32:05Z

So i am going to seminar opthalmology tomorrow. My friend suppose going there too. But she can't, coz worrying about her baby.

well...i don't know anyone else beside her, in that seminar.. So i hope everything will ok tomorrow

ma5ami @ 2008-03-08T12:54:00

2008-03-08T05:58:24Z

will post later, now work first.

ma5ami @ 2008-03-06T10:39:00

2008-03-06T03:48:54Z

My order book arrived !!!

it's Predatory Game by Christine feehan

going to gm to snatch it XD

Early March

2008-03-04T02:20:44Z

These days, i turn into a bookworm. Spent lot of time in home try to improve my english vocab by read so many novels. It's should be a good thing, but somehow the result is far from my hope. I still got a lot of new vocab, but it make me want read more especially romance novel. So last week i read 4 novels, almost 5. Not good.... i became dreamy about things and forget other books i should read >_<

My reading list this week :

1.english gramar
2.japanese vocab
3.novel

one thing in this list never change. Novels / manga always the last. it never in my top list. But somehow...the story in last novel i read is good, and i became addicted to it ^^;

this month i free again. According to univ schedule, new semester for my lecture will begin next months. Looks like my univ apply new curriculum. It more efficient than the last and make student became more critical about things. To many free time make me lazy. And I don't want my skill become rusty, so i will apply job today.

Call departemen yesterday. They said the announcement who pass the exam will be in 2 weeks again. Hope it will be good *praying*

and found japan formal uniform summer collection 2005 in gm bookstore. It's good.

Ephi... when u going to Kinokuniya again ? ^^;;
did u have your new hp now ?

ma5ami @ 2008-03-02T19:46:00

2008-03-02T12:56:19Z

just found out..my cat pregnant again >_<

dicari......yg mau melihara anak kucing......

kebanyakan pus nih T_T

New semester

2008-02-26T14:34:21Z

The new semester is begin this week. Glad back to campus to teaching. Never thought i enjoy give lecture to student. Maybe i should try a new carrer as permanent staff in the future :P

Part time job on hospital is over. I make application to work on other hospital / clinic now. And sadly all job i got is far away from univ.

Change layout and mood

2008-02-23T07:07:21Z

change my layout, hope u all like it :D

i decide to use simple and clean. The credit will go to the owner of course.

In Memory

2008-01-22T13:07:26Z

Today, i received news from my junior, members year 2001 in medical faculty. That her friend who name is Dian Yuni is pass away in Lamongan by car accident after did social work as doctor there. I suprised hear that. She is active person,kind and known well by her friends. She just graduated from our faculty a month ago. And have bright future as doctor.

I never knew her well. Just talk with her sometime when i still young doctor. But... i got nice impression about her. And so people who known her. It always sad to known a friend you known in long time, even you not often talk with her..pass away.

May she rest in peace

My book

2007-10-22T16:33:20Z

Got call from Periplus today. They said my book order arrived !!!
it's Mine Till Midnight by Lisa Kleypas

I've been curious by this book coz the title XD
I will get it tomorrow or this friday. Hope this book is good as i expected :D

And met my friend today, to teach him about Knot Tying skill in Surgery. he need it to pass exam entrace for specialist.

the first 2 minute, still confuse XD
Next 5 - 10 minute overjoyed can did it. And became a bit arrogance, and said it's too easy
Next 5 minute after that.... forgot how to did some of it ^^;

hope he okay with his exam this thursday ^^;;

Mudik !!

2007-10-16T15:37:33Z

HAPPY IDUL FITRI

1428 H

Forgive All my fault

I went to Jakarta 3 days ago, visit relative from my mother family. Came to Juanda 12.30 pm. The terminal is very quiet. Only some passenger there ^^;
Looks like everybody mudik 4-5 days ago. Lucky we came on time. The plane take off 1 pm.

jakarta quite too when we arrived. And then we went to our hotel in front of Plaza indonesia !!! Too bad the PI is closed ^^; At night went to my mother family place, a lot of long lost relative there. I am surprised introduced to my aunt and uncle i never known. And they talk to me like known me in long time (i figured it later, they met me when i am child). The family gathering turn out to be fun !!! Too bad we only stay 2 days.

The second day, we tto to Plaza Senayan. Finally I can visit Kinokuniya !!! :D met akuma2x1 in Kino, and ivles later with her friends. Glad to meet with them. Especially akuma2x1. How many years we met last time ? XD

Bought Meitantei Conan vol 58 and Order my books Lord of the Fading lands & Lady of Light and shadows with akuma2x1 help. Try read the excerpt :D
i can't wait these book. Will reviews here when the book come ^__^

Unfortunately, my family called me when i just met them >_< so after take some picture, and talk we parted. Join my family to PI !!!

i went to kino PI XD Found Japanese for busy peole II. bought it. This book is recomended by my friends. So i taught to give it a try. Went to Rubino books store,but the store is closed @_@ what can i did ? break to store ??! i wish i can do it but our law forbid it..lol XDD The display books at etalase very interesting. Make me want to buy it ^^; Aksara bookstore doesn't have much english novels collection than Kino and Periplus. But one man in there is gorgeus. Jadi cuci mata nih XD

we explore PI until it's closed. Satisfied ? no !! i still want back to kino PI and PS again XDDD

So we back to our hometown in the third day (yesterday). Maybe i am too tired, i got cold and faringitis after that. Force me to rest today >_<

that's all. Sekali lagi, mohon maaf lahir batin ya.

exam

2007-09-26T04:39:22Z

after some problem last week, i decide take long break on my part time job. i only do once a week now, and spent my time in faculty and home to study opthalmology, english and japanese. Want to use english and japanese more active than passive. So i'll get more point to my entry exam in january. Hope so.

Yes, it's still 3 months again, but I am a bit worried. I hear the other participant in exam is good too. Maybe Excellent. So i trying to make my self like that too. It's not easy. Next year many people will try entry departemen of opthalmology, with various background and quality. My probability maybe less. But i am optimistic, if i study from now, i can answer the exam more than i expect ^^

i also hope the exam schedule not change. Don't want be like my friends who said his exam is end october. But got call from his departemen yesterday, and told him the exam is Next week ^^; (for the record he only study 1,5 month). Hope it's enough to entry Departemen orthopedic and trauma surgery ^^;;;. And for your information the exam this departemen is more difficult. if it's me, i need 2-3 months to study it complete --> let's see, i need re read again anatomy, general surgery, orthopedic surgery also some of internal and pediatric.

but for me who want entry departemen of opthamology, i only need learn opthamology it self ^^

So do you think i am too worried about this ? or too over acting ? XD

Daiso & NHK

2007-08-12T14:43:29Z

i am tired. Today is the second day The continuing education from departemen of interne medicine. It's too crowd. But the food is delicious. i can't complain more hehe XD

i went to TP yesterday. DAISO will open tomorrow on 13 Agustus 2007 !!! ^___^
the shop layout is cute. and they stock is full too. i can't wait. so when we planning visit it phi, neko, icchan ?? XD

or maybe i am going to there tomorrow ^^

and i finally see Gackt in NHK Taiga Drama today !!!
he play as Usuegi keshin there.
can't wait next week episode ^^

so...

i finally get peaceful mind tonight after some trouble i got last week.

life can be happier or stressfull depend how u see the life it self. It's nice to know u have a good friends who will help u. It's will make your life more easy. and enjoy the life it self. No matter where you are, they will think of you, or maybe come to you just want to say hello.

let's we enjoy the life it self ^^

Harry Potter and deathly hollow

2007-07-26T16:57:36Z

i got this books last tuesday, right after i complaint one day before in my local bookstore. They accidently sold my pre order hp 7th book to other customer. Of coourse i angry. but never mind that. i got it now.

i just finished reading it. and it's wonderful !! the ending is perfect although i am sad to the character must die in this book. And i am not regret bought these harry potter series, and will read again in the future. i can't wait the indonesian edition.

Thanks to J.K rowling who made this wonderful story. it's sad too the harry potter series is end. i am looking foward the 6th and 7th movie. Hope is good like the books.

this morning

2007-06-27T03:15:17Z

I wake up early today, 01.30 am -_-

With my cat disturb my peaceful sleep, and my sister giggle next to me. She let the cat played with my blanket, sit in my lap until I really awake o.O
and..we ended play Nintendo DS, New Super Mario Bros., before she asleep 1 hour later ^^;

and for me..i can’t sleep a wink. what I should i do ?. One of Christine feehan book, lay in my right..but not in mood to read now. Watching TV not option, since we don’t have a good film this time.

So i began open my TOEFL book. i need to remember these vocab for TOEFL exam this friday. Not mention my japanese classes need my attetion this saturday. And my medical book for the job i taking next week.

so much to do..but time fly so fast >_

Untuk menjadi dewasa

2007-06-20T17:12:19Z

taken from my friend site :

'Menjadi Dewasa' adalah...
1. harus sabar walaupun ada kejadian yg sangat bikin kamu emosi.
2. harus pikirkan dulu pada saat kamu melakukan sesuatu.
3. tidak boleh egois... harus pikirkan perasaan orang2 yg terhadap kamu.
4. tidak boleh sombong. kamu sudah bagus, tapi orang2 sekitar kamu juga cukep bagus.
5. kasih perhatian lah orang2 yg kamu sayangi. jangan terima perhatian terus...
6. Cobalah berterima kasih kepada orang2 yg telah kamu ketemu di dalam kehidupan kamu. Mereka sudah membuat kamu sekarang ini.
7. Doakanlah kepada tuhan untuk kebahagiaan orang2 yg telah kamu sayangi.
8. Say good bye lah... dgn sepenuh senyumanmu. biar menjadi kenagan yg sangat indah.
'Menjadi Dewasa' adalah 'menyimpan masa lalu'
'Menjadi Deawasa' adalah 'membuat masa depan'
but...why i am feel sad..?
Apakah saya sudah jadi 'DEWASA'...?